though

when I was a child I couldn't laugh when i didn't mean , I couldn't hug you If I didn't feel you keen

I couldn't lie for mum sake because its a promise I take 

little words were pleasing me for knowing that people are truth-worthy .

I used to dance and run after butterfly sing my song and release sadness in a sigh 

longing when to be a big girl with long hair and high heel.

I will be a lady of my time , with nothing to fear and people would say "what is so in her' 

mean while , that big girl came in the ball opened her dreams bag .....nothing she could recall .

she broke her high heel and just went on with an empty bgy to be replaced in with tangible lesson but that new jaws and lies didn't fit her bag , she took them anyway before anyone would come to drag.