Sunday, December 20, 2009

Extraordinary mind

I do not care what car you drive. Where you live.If you know someone who knows someone who knows someone.If your clothes are this year's cutting edge.If your trust fund is unlimited.If you are  A-list B-list or never heard of you list.I only care about the words that flutter from your mind. they are the only thing you truly own. the only thing i will remember you by.I will not fall in love with you bones and skin. I will not fall with the places you have been. I will not fall in love with anything but the words that flutter from your extraordinary mind.

Saturday, December 19, 2009

love didn't fade away


you are the best thing ever happened to me. the time we were together we are amazingly totally in love with each other. I remember these days as if it was yesterday. we got through hell of troubles and still we were stick to each other and we didn't leave each others side. I love you so much to the extent that I couldn't get to sleep before making sure that you got home safely .
I am out of words because nothing ever can express what i feel now. I can't realize the fact that your gone and especially that your gone without getting the chance to call you , take to you or even hear your voice.
It hurts so much.
I wish i die so i can be there with you because simply i can not imagine life without you being here. I miss looking in you eyes, hearing your voice and i miss your smile face and your laugh...
I am sorry for the time i did not pick up the phone and call you . i was just afraid of what happened before and of falling in love with you again.
lover never be just friends .

Saturday, December 5, 2009

I pray for you every day


you might not be with us anymore, but I know you are looking after us and filling our life with love and warmth like you always did even from a distance.
I got to tell you one day how much I love you and appreciate your existence and imprint in my life and I 'm grateful for that. you have been the most influential person in my life after my mother and i know i would have ever been who I am if it weren't for you. I just wish you knew how many people love and appreciate you because they are more than you can imagine.
I might be sending this in the void but you will never be forgotten. you were a beacon and idol. you were unique , you were a true human. You were what any of us would hope to become one day you whether push forward , you were the kind heart and the sound mind. You are inside everyone of us.